Can't wait to get my blog working again. I'll say that I didn't do great managing my time for my first semester being here in Manchester. At least not entirely. Proven that I don't really get to update my blog as much anymore.
It took me a very long time to get used to the lectures here. Therefore, I spent a lot of time just trying to catch things up and worrying too much on it :b Hopefully I'll get better with planning on my next coming semester. Now that I know how most of the things work. InsyaAllah. If there's a will, there's a way (:
I love new beginnings (: Don't we all ?
Anyways, can't wait for Vanness Wu's next big thing, 'Material Queen'. I've been missing him since the first time I finished watching Autumn's Concerto. Been rerunning the show gazillion times ever since. And last week was the latest :b Haihhhh. Can't help but to fall for him even harder :b
Have always been curious why westerners wear shoes inside their house. And I've finally came up with a simple answer on my own after all these years.
Since I've been working a lot around the house this past few weeks, I realized that my feet turned swollen because I was moving around too much. And the pain only managed to reduce after Maa asked me to wear a house slipper that she just bought for herself whenever she's on house duty (usually during weekends because she's working). I guess it make sense to me now. Whether or not it's true.
And so that's my only logic for most westerners that wear their slippers or shoes inside the house.
So, life as usual for me - which you should know if you've read my previous posts - been doing chores after chores. Considering how tired I am, I really need to treat myself with body massage this weekend. If I have the time to I will. I've been up to meet up with friends lately. I guess I miss them and needed some time off out from the house because I've been breathing in inside ventilated air. In which, not fresh at all. From all the sweeping and moping, I've been posses by dust mite. The one thing I'm allergic to the most. But everything work out fine in the end, because Maa usually took the time to thank me for keeping the house in great shape. It's always nice to feel appreciated by someone or anyone after you've done your best to help out or put an effort to care about something. Usually I'll end up holding in my tears when Maa said "Thank you sayang for helping out" because that's the best thing to hear after a long tiring day.
Yaya have been really busy for me lately. I felt left out sometimes because I miss talking to her and listening to her impractical silly jokes. I can't help but to make her up with my big grumpy face. It's like I'm telling her, "Give me some attention ! I need moral support for I am very exhausted !". But she usually end up being away from me even more. I guess she hates it when I'm fierce ? I guess I just needed someone to ask me, "Hey are you okay ?". Things like that. Now you know how I can be a sucker for attention. You may now call me 'the attention seeker' especially the fact that I needed more attention now because sometimes I feel like an outsider, or in a way, a 'bibik' for real. Can you blame me ? I guess a little maybe. But I think it's normal to feel that way especially since you're the only one who's been working out with the house work. Alone without any help from anyone. Except from Maa when she get's home from work or during weekends. As much as I love my siblings, they haven't been helping me at all. Spoilt little brats ! Hehe. I love them above all though. So I don't really mind them not helping. Besides, I'm doing this because I wanted to without being forced. But like I've said, a little attention would be nice, to let me know you actually care I'm doing what I am doing. But that doesn't make me not sincere in doing it. It's easy if you put it this way. When you said "Hii" to someone. You would appreciate them to answer back your greeting. Instead of them simply turn you off with a stingy look. Right ? So it's actually the same. Logic people. When you do something nice. You would love people to take note. But doesn't make you not sincere in doing it. I hope people will start to be nice. Not that they aren't. They could be nicer if they pay more attention, sensitive towards their surrounding and particular towards this small little things. Because things as small as this, can make a huge different to someone like me at the end of the day. From a huge cranky tired face to a huge smiley one. I guess I should thank Maa for always making my day by saying her thank yous. Love you Maa (:
I'm starting to feel a bit sleepy now. Guess I should turn off to bed. And let's hope I'll dream about Vanness Wu tonight. Yes, I'm not over him just yet. He's all I could think of right now. Night (:
Well hello again, 2 straight days with a post. That's rare kan ? Anyway, just a thought, I feel funny sometimes for asking and talking with who-knows-who-read-my-blog-maybe-no-one. But I guess, I was actually intended talking to myself instead. Because I read my blog everyday. So full of myself right ? There I go again asking myself right or kan. Funny. Let's laugh ! Hahahaha. Okay stop ! Dah macam orang gila dah.
Moving on...
As usual, my day was filled with tons of housework load. But no I'm not tired just yet. I'm not sure why, but I'm on to blog about something. Nothing specific though. Might just try and be spontaneous about the whole thing. Fast fingers moving. I guess I'm doing good at being spontaneous now.
Let see, what did I do today ? Wash everbody's undergarments with my hands - Memang rajin -, wash sibling's school uniforms, again with my barenaked hands - Clap, clap ! -, wash the rest of the clothes using washing machine - Easy schmeasy kacang goreng one - , hang out clean washed clothes - As usual, Kenit (My biggest helper, Baby/Bambi/Cotton = My fat baby cat)menyibuk tolong tengok. -, indulge the rest of the remaining chocolates parents bought from Perth - Which is the meal of the day -, drool on Vanness Wu - Cannot tahan ! Heart beat faster ! *Dubdabdubdab* -, ironing clothes while drooling - because I was watching Vanness Wu while ironing -, folded clean washed clothes - rajin anak dara ni kan ? -, sweeping the floors - Paling easy to do. Don't need credits for it :b -, chauffeur-ing for the day - bukan jadi bibik je, driver pun sekali. Rajinn rajinnnn -, get a phone call from Manda - I miss her btw ! -, ate Almondy daim cake - again, chocolate base. Memang hantu cokelat ! -, sweeps off the dry leaves off the pavement - Hehe puji la pls !? -, ate Ramli burger - Never satisfied with only one. So two ? - and here I am. Feeling a lot hyper than usual. Too many chocolates perhaps ?
I feel so happy today. And I know why. Got this happy shot by injecting the quirky happy non-stop feelings from 'Autumn's Concerto'. Can't help it. I loveeeeeeeeeeee the ending ! Love love love love love ! - Batak. Pardon me. - I have always been in love with happy endings. Because it's happy. And you can't help but to feel happy too - Tumpang gembira faham ? - Stories with happy endings are definitely good for me. I'm going to take note. Next time when I'm feeling not at my best, I know what to look out for. Stories with happy endings. Yeay ! Problem solved. See how happy I am ?
So this past few days. It's all about 'Autumn's Concerto', Vanness Wu, Memoirs of Geisha (novel), Vanness Wu, My Name is Khan (Love it !), Dear John the movie, Vanness Wu and The Back-Up Plan. The treatment I got for myself for being so good in doing the house chores. Don't I deserved it ? Absolutely ! So a total of 21 episodes of 'Autumn's Concerto' which I had just finished watching today. It was another fantastic-lutely great taiwan series. The eye candy, Mr Wu himself as the main cast. Droollls. I don't know why I am so happy. Maybe like I've said, I love happy endings. And I'm satisfied with the ending it gave to the viewers. So full of love compassion. OMG ! Ridiculous right ? I'm so into lovey dovey mood, but I don't have any boyfriend to share the passion to. Sedihnya ): At times like this, I feel like having one myself. Apa boleh buat. Sudah nasib badan.
What ever. Not going to stop my mood on being in love. At least I have Vanness Wu to dream on with (You may get yourself a bucket to puke). He's way gorgeous than before. Weird, mata sepet yang tak nampak hape pun bila senyum, tapi boleh juga tergoda in the end. I was never a big fan. Back then, it was always Dao Ming Si and Hua Zhe Lei. Okay you don't get me right ? (Zaman 'Meteor Garden'). But yeah, now I'm a Wu fan. See how easily attached and amused I am with something or someone new that attracts me ? Because I remember just a few weeks ahead, I was all over Kim Beom. And look to whom this leads to now, Vanness Wu. Haih. So cliche of me. But trust me, it didn't take that long before I finally parted for goodbye and say hello to something or someone new. At least until I was reminded by it all over again. Haha. Well I hope you know what I mean. Tengah in the mood merepek. I believe by now, my friends would know that I can be very instant in liking things or someone, but then, it took me lesser time than it should for me to forget that thing or someone.Does that makes me very unworthy on being loyal ? Hmmm.
So I read about Glee Flash Mob on KLue online page. Decided to join earlier and register myself in. Later, I heard Meliaa on Facebook probably seeking someone to go with her. Maybe ? And I got excited because I weren't planning to go with anyone just yet. Just gatal sangat register je dulu because I'm quite a big fan of the show myself. And hearing from her makes me happy to have someone to go with to.Meliaa sounds excited too at first. But then both of us went silent. I didn't bother asking because I was too busy with housework. I know I won't have enough time to practice anyway.I didn't even get to finished watching the instructional video as my Broadband always been a jerk this past few months. Time to change to Streamyx all over again I guess. So there goes my chance making fun of myself infront of other people. However, I still think this should be great. But my last chance to get the hang and practice with the others who will be joining was today at 8 p.m. So that's definitely past tense. So bubye hopes and dreams. Haha poyo jangan layan.
Okaylah, I think I'm getting tired being all mabuk and hype about this post that's going nowhere.Pointless. So, I'll be continuing later.When I'm less gibberish.Au revoir.
P/S : I might edit this post if I turn sober and not liking what I've had posted.
