Why do you have to be gay ? And why do gay guys are usually good looking ? I don't think I will ever understand why.
Apparently, this good looking creature - only without make up on - will be releasing his own make up line for men. What's next ? Fake eyelashes for men ? Bra for man boobs ? Please nooo !
Lovin the off make up look. Looks manly.
Still looking handsome.
I can still accept this I guess. (Though I don't really have any good reasons to accept men wearing even an eyeliner on them. Make ups are meant for women. Should just stick to that.)
But not this. Sorry. I still think you're amazingly talented though.
"I know you know the thing you think I don't know that you know too. "
This is definitely something man. And this is effing funny. I know you're wondering why. But, I think I'll save it to myself. No one needs to know why.
A lot of things had happened for the past few days. Some may seem excruciating to fill in with. But I'll take only the good that has to offer. Simple, because I believe everything happens for a reason. And yes, I do believe in the saying.
I think, through this passing years, I've grown a lot. In fact, it's a huge step to where I am now. Because I used to be the melancholy and gloomy teenager that have had every reasons in the world to feel lonely and sad. For all the puzzling reasons, I once never felt whole in my life. There's definitely a lot of empty holes here and there, but I was never whole as a person. I felt like things are always not in my way. I hate myself. I felt so left out with no sense of caress from surrounding - though there's actually there. - It took some time for me to be here now. To be more optimistic towards life than ever. I think me being this enthusiastic about life makes other people sick somehow. I hope not.
I wouldn't put my past as something that I would like to keep in a box. Because reminding everything that had happened makes me who I am today. And don't get me wrong, I had my fun days. The misery did not kept coming in a straight line or in a one after another series. But it felt like it because I was being so against everything, that I attracted more negativity in me rather than the absolute opposite. Blame yourself for every wrong decisions you've made and the unhappiness in you. Because you've been holding the remote control of your own life all this while. If you want to be happy, you have the option to change it. Life's according to me provides two direct options. One, for you to be happy. Two, for you to be sad. It's your take to choose one and make it happen. Never let your feelings conquer what God gave you. So stop giving excuses !
It's true when people actually said that life is about finding yourself. You think you know everything about your ownself. You think you're always right about things. You refuse to take the good out from others. And you think you know what's best for you. But for all that reasons, you block every other things that you are trying to deny. You become selfish. You become someone people most likely hate to be and handle with. You're impossible. Finding yourself can be well achieved if there's people to correct you. Take everything as a pride. And don't try to deny everything because it will only keep you lost. I believe there's two ways to finding yourself. One, by oneself. Two, by those who cares for you and can be trusted (family and closed friends).
Lastly, I believe if you've tried everything that you needed to do to live a happy life, and you still feel the emptiness. Come to your roots. Remember that every problems or life trials can only be solved if you have God with you. In fact, it's the main thing for you to consider in the first place.
Good luck to you 'happy life' hunters !
P/S : I journaled most of my day-to-day activities in Tumblr. It's much easier compared to here.
I'll say give him bigger pool !!! Ahah. No, really. If they decided to keep him, they should. Way bigger than the one that they have it now in Seaworld Parks.
Still, I still think it's not the best solution wise.
I mean common. He should be living in the sea in nature in the first place. Personally I think it's wrong for them to keep him locked and to be trained. Don't blame Tilikum for attacking, because for all the right reasons, he's innocent. Whales can't think like we humans do. We are the ones who should be learning how to read them. Especially when you made the decision to kept them in a small pool as an entertainer. What Tilikum was trying to do was trying to tell those people that he's not happy or some sort. People should take that as a sign of warning that there's something that he wants but hasn't achieved yet. That's how animals react - especially when they're stressed up - because for the obvious reason, they can't talk. Hence, Tilikum shouldn't be blamed.
