Showing posts with label sorry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sorry. Show all posts

Friday, July 02, 2010

Being observant

Let's face it. I am never going to finish writing about my Bali trip. I never did finish writing about any of my trips or vacations to anywhere that I have ever been to. Remember Taman Negara with my friends a few months back. Yeah, never get to finish journaling about that too. It might get a little bit too long if I did. Knowing me, I love going into details (Not always necessary for others to read since it's a personal value)so much that it would take me a lot more actual days to finish it than it should have been.

Anyways, some things would be better left unsaid. I guess this is a way of God telling me that sharing is not always a way to show that you care and that you should always be careful with your intentions when doing so. Because sometimes it's not always good to share everything. You'll confused yourself behind the reasons why you're actually telling and sharing some things with people. I'm aware of the thin lines between sharing and showing off. InsyaAllah, let there be a guidance for me to always have good intentions with the things I would be sharing in the future and how I share it.

I have to admit though, most of the things I wrote in the past was a way for me to connect and communicate with my sister, Wowo. She's too far away from home to know everything that's been happening here with us family. And though I'm sure I'm not explaining things perfectly to help her picture us here, I do still hope she could feel like she was with us most of the time when we were doing things as a family. And it's my way of saying that she's not that far and the family always feel like she's here with us and that we miss her dearly. Apart from that, it's another reason for me to help and let myself out and express oneself better in writing. I think it may help me to improve and get better. And perhaps, develop some writing skills through it. InsyaAllah, where there's a will, there's a way.

Anyway, things Alhamdulillah been going well for me. I still have a few things to complain (Keeping in to myself though). That's because I'm not always grateful and not nearly close to perfect. But apart from that, I'm happy 98 percent of the time. Friends been great. They understood, better yet, understands my condition and how I am not always capable to spend that much time with them because I have other things to prioritize. Not that they didn't matter a lot to me. Because they do. But the thing with the time is that, it is never going to be enough for everything. Including friends. Agree ? Ergo, sorry if I weren't able to see some of you guys when I should be. I hope me apologizing this to you came close to me spending time with all of you. Hope we get to spend some time soon (: InsyaAllah.






On another different topic, I think Midzi's brother, Kimi looks a lot like Kaka. I don't have Kimi's picture to show some obvious resemblance though. And I don't think I'm allowed to put his picture here on my blogspot if I have any because I don't have his permission to post it. So, this actually turns out to be pointless because you didn't get to compare. Haha. Anyhow, I have his blogspot url at the side of my 'Daily Reads' column. So you can pay him a visit and see it for yourself.