QUICKIE POST !
I know I haven't been on to write. Well I have my own reasoning. You wouldn't want to know and I don't want to start ellaborate because it will get extensively long and soon will get BOOOO-RRRINGGG. Well yea, I still use that word sometimes. Though I tried to avoid it. But anyways.
Moving on...I am finally in Manchester !!! Yippy doo daa !! Hehe. Yes, finally Alhamdulillah. So far, I love everything here. I have nothing to brag about. Why would I ? I should be grateful because where I'm standing, not everyone get to experience it. And God knows how grateful I am. Not because I'm specifically in United Kingdom ;one of my many favourite places, but simply just because I'm somewhere not near my family and abroad. In a good way people in a good way. I tremendously miss home ! But you know what they told you, to get to know life, you have to start living away from your comfort zone. At least until you know you benefit something from it. Okay, I might made that up -___-. But it's true. And I think I've heard it from somewhere, only the way they translate it was different from the one I made up. Haha. Okay, I hope you guys get me -__-
Anyways, since I came in last Wednesday, I was trying hard not to have that much fun. Pushing myself against the wall and knocked myself out to make myself miss home and everything. Made that up again. But you get what I mean. Hehe. And I guess the reason why I've been very hard on myself to not have that much fun was simply because I don't want to feel like I'm betraying the life I had in Malaysia. You know. It's like, if I had too much fun here, it's like telling the others back in Malaysia that I am doing better without them and that I don't miss them at all. I am actually enjoying and loving my days here, and yet, the guilt by having those feelings did managed to put me off sometimes. I finally came to realized that it's okay for me to have fun and be happy ever since I got this one text message from Maa saying that she's very happy that I'm taking things positively though right at that time, I was alone and got no one to turn to because I told her the truth about being here, which is I'm having the time of my life. It actually makes me feel good. Really good. And knowing that the people I love actually want me to be happy here instead of spooning around with ice cream on the bed, alone, miserably, makes me feel,...happy (: Thanks to Maa (:
Alhamdulillah, some friends back in Malaysian tried to keep in touch with me. They want to know what's happening here. And it makes me happy that they're following me through this. And I am absolutely happy that I can share things with them eventhough I'm too far from home. Having to get news from them is a great feeling. You can actually feel that they're not that far and they're still thinking about you and hopefully missing you. Hehe. Thanks to those who made me feel that way. And those who don't, I know your ego is bigger than mine. So yea, I forgive you (: Hehe.
Okay. Got to run now. I'm going out with Jo bro my neighbour. She's hilarious ! You would love her if you have the chance to get to know her ! She actually reminds me of Aida. So, I believe you know how Aida acts. Crazy funny !
Keep in touch,
Love love love,
Lisa / Fara.
P/S : I'm back on Twitter ! Haha. Blame Syasya and Zarina on this. I started today, so umm yea.
