Sometimes being too nice doesn't necessary.
I've been nothing but there since I've finished school about a month ago. I think that I'm too nice because I'm always there for my family albeit they never were there in times I needed accompany. I understands that Mama and Ayah are too busy with their work, Yaya is too busy planning and doing stuffs with her friends, Yin always go to school though there's nothing left at school for her to learn ; I guess she's spending time with her friends too, Asha is either lazy to go out or she has better things to do. And well, there's always Akmal, in which does not even worth on counting. Because at his age, he found his elder sister is an uncool person to be with. Ahah. I know. Me, uncool ? So not ! Ahah. Well I'm kidding.
I'm not mad nor upset. Well, actually, I'm a bit upset, because emotionally I am a very sensitive person. But those feelings slowly fades away after awhile. Because it's never good to be upset on something for a long period of time.
I miss Wowo. Somehow I think that she's the one person that will actually spend some time going out with me unintentionally. We always like going to the malls to do some shopping or perhaps, just window shopping together. She's a great shopping companion I would say. I know she hates my shopping guts because I spend a lot :p But yea, I miss her ! Can't wait for Egypt then.
Since I got ditched by the family very often, gym perpetually has been there for me. Work outs always make me feel better afterward. I'm telling you, living life the healthiest way as possible is a great way to feel good about yourself spiritually. And in my defense, I hate doing work outs because it's tiring, but I can't help but loving it at the same time because I feel better with it after the work out session's complete.
Other than that, shopping, online shopping, window shopping and browsing for new things always makes me feel cheery. So, I did that a lot lately.
Ergo, I think I'm getting this. Umm I guess ? :-
