Surprise ! Surprise !
Now, .. take a wild guess..
I'm back with Alonn ! I know I know. It is not supposed to be that instant. But he gave me a sad-looking-face surprise last night (Now I have to admit that's rare). He was waiting for me to get done with my gym class outside Celebrity Fitness. Obviously I'm not over him. So, I was so filled with joy to see him that I ignored all of the pros I made for us to stay apart for now. It's those sad face I supposed. How can I let him be unhappy when I care for him ? He's going through a lot right now. I should be there (right ?). I'm not being a hyprocrite (or am I ?).
I'm not doing this because I felt pity for him (do I ?).
Goodness gracious, I guess I do feel pity for him a tad bit hehh ? Don't tell me we're about to go through the same phases where we've been through before. The phases where we see ourselves having troubles not affording each other. In terms of money. Yes money !
If you ask me, what have I learnt from my previous relationship, I would say that you have to be financially stable to at least stay in contact with them; especially if most of the time, you're far in distance apart from them. Forget all the expenses for your extra curricular together; buy presents for each other, movies and anniversary dinner. Just the simple fact to call and text him everyday needs a lot of money. How can you be in a relationship if you rarely communicate right ? It is almost the same thing as not having any special someone in your life. Tell me I'm doing the right thing. Because I need to be convinced.
Alonn, if you're reading this, you know I care for you right. But we really need to think this deeper. Are we on the right track b ? Again ?
